second week into the exams and finally 3 subjects down! well, at least all the disgusting subjects are done and gone. 

did you know? all these papers we're taking, will be the last papers the class will be taking.
and in another week, we won't be seeing each other as often anymore.

since i have a few days before the next paper, i have time to write down my feelings during the exam period. i thought it would be nice to keep it in record.

actually, it's been a tough week for me, as well for chloe. i believe it was for everyone else too.
with not just exams to worry about, i had arguments with my mom about my plans for gap year.
especially now that i don't know what i want to do, i just want to try everything and grab every opportunity given to me.

i just feel so lost, i don't know what i want anymore. i hate this feeling, i hate not having a direction. i hate not being ambitious. even if it's nothing great, but as long as i have a direction, it's better than not having anything at all.