Among of all my crappy days,

today is the crappiest.

It's Friday, school was well, I received good news, I can finally lodge next Monday..

Everything went fine.

But things changed when I found out that he's not going back to school after all..

I keep... It won't stop. 

I wished for him, I really did.

It's really his choice.. what can I do about it?

I won't, or more like I can't, force him.

All I could do now is just be disappointed.

Sometimes, I just can't expect too much, when it can't work out, it just can't.

Don't force your way. This is how I comfort myself.

He's in a mess right now, even though I'm feeling sad and just as messed up I think I should get him up and fine again.