Don't expect.
I do things to please you, but all I get is this.
But then, I deserve it.
You said not to expect anything nice from you.
It's really like a slap I gave myself.
I swear to myself right now, I will not, NOT expect anything from you.
Because if I don't get it, it hurts the most.
The most compared to "Screw your goodnight., "Screw you", "I fucking hate you", "Don't ever talk to me"
I'm so immune to it already.
You know why?
You said it so many times, the pain is numb already.
When will this end?
I'm waiting, for the day, either my heart dies, or you'll save me from this shit.
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