too long since i've blogged.
honestly many things happened but i'm just too lazy to blog it.

I dont know why the whole freaking house must put all the blame on me.
my brother being an ass for resetting the modem all the time
but im the one getting scolded
no one ever scolds or even mind what kind of things my brother did
as for me, every single move i make, there's a mistake and i'll get scolded for that

My dad brought a STRAY dog home
expecting ME to care for it.
the fuck?
i come home from work, then right away i must walk the dog or "it'll poop all around the house"
lol whut?
besides my brother is home all day everyday and no one asks him to walk the dog.
great.

Look how fair my family is?
they give me bullshit like "you know your brother la, we cant scold him wan, or he'll go crazy" or "your brother is a grown up adult and he's a boy so he can do anything he wants" and "why you fight against him? later he hit you you're the one thats at loss"
conclusion is : my brother gets his way and i dont get my way with stuff.

that's not just the only thing that happened lately
i have a serious issue with my boyfriend.
he never tells me anything anymore..
we scarcely have chances to talk with each other due to his net..
but every time we chat,
i always fill in with my lately events and whats happening around here
but he never tells me anything.
i asked about school, he just tell me boring.
one word.
i asked him several times, "why don't you tell me anything?"
im sure there's always stuff about yourself to tell..
but no.. nothing.

until yesterday while i was clueless i checked on his facebook for the very FIRST time.
i remembered he told me he don't play facebook, i don't too.
so i never really bothered
but yesterday
i saw stuff that if i never went to see it i'll never know.

he plays facebook, he gave his girl cousin his account and let her do anything with it.
honestly you ask me it doesn't look like its his cousin
but he said she is.
he also logged in and played too..
but i can bet he don't view my profile, not to mention leaving a comment.

it's not like i don't allow to play facebook..
but giving his account to his cousin, no.
DIN"T EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME, i can't tolerate that.

hard times..